Saturday, 23 July 2016

I Like...

Your hand in mine
Blue skies after wet rain
Ruby red wine
Complex exciting brain

Thoughts that stay throughout the day
Childlike-me just wants to play 
Far off lands and odysseys
Fun-filled secret fantasies
Golden hues and vivid green
Hidden treasures not yet seen
Outside air kissing skin
Sensuality flooding in 

Colours splash across the page
Skip grim-grey, don't want to age
See this life with vibrant youth
Speak all words with earnest truth
Spinning world with steady ground
Moving pictures filled with sound





Friday, 22 July 2016

My One Wish...


Now is the time
Hold it
Before it takes flight
Closing hand
Feel gently
Between finger and thumb
What is real
And all that is right
Quivering voice deep within
Push it down
Best not let that begin
Will drown out 
The sound of you
Choose the right voice
To listen to
Fluttering wings
Fragile body
Eyes scanning skies
High and low
For god's sake
Don't let this go
Holding breath
Standing tall
Made it this far
Avoid a fall
Keep stepping 
Heel to toe
Feel earth underfoot
Shuffle one then two
You know what to do
Clasp that hand
Try not to misunderstand
There are no doubts
No reservations
Being here with you
Feel that flutter
Delicate thing
Don't want to be hurt
Shouldn't have to think
Just be at one
With all that has begun
Feel all that I am
Finally realise
I see my true self 
Reflected in those eyes
Slowly release a once tightly formed grip
Let it flow and just be so
I am me 
That is all that I have ever wanted to be
Lengthening stride 
As I grow from deep inside
I don't know how this began
You were just this man
But I know who I am 
And all that I feel
My one wish
Just keep it real










Saturday, 16 July 2016

The Day...

I first felt you
There beside me
I had no words.
No knowledge,
No grasp of what
Would be coming next.
That was the day
When what I had ever known
Would simply be wiped away.

From those first
Mouthfuls of you
Gently imbibed
A breathy blend of
Whisky and intrigue
Distinct expressiveness
That wove through
Artful conversation.
All this;
Yes
You piqued my interest.
Touched me somewhere new
I was there
Present in the moment
Finding me through you.

An intense clarity in your eyes
Reflected me back.
Simple honesty
Uncomplicated
I was here
Engaged and willing
Something about you
Who, and how you are
Led me to share
Small mouth-sized bites of me
And as time carried us
Through that night
Our lives began to touch

And as that day
Morphed into those moments
That ended and began
Whitewashed working weeks,
I began to
Physically
Emotionally
Intellectually
Let you in
To places that even
I had never seen.

Subconsciously
Perhaps,
I don't recall the thought;
The deliberation
The question.
I knew I felt
Different.
An organic
Lifting of the layers
Began way before this
First time meet.
Smudged fingerprints of former lives spent
Traced their way across our written words
And cracks of light spilled through
The pages of what would become
This;
The Story of Us.

And here you were
Right beside me
This physical presence
A manifestation of
Those gentle nudges
As you questioned your own
life learning,
Offering
Acute insights and
Acrid admonishments
Of that once-little boy
Earnest and deserving

The day I first felt you
Inside me
Wanting
Needing
Believing
No falter
No hesitation
Accepting
That this felt right
No awkwardness
For us to clamber over
Part-pasts too painful to 
Pointlessly paint over
So we shared
What was right
Peeling back our layers
As we slipped silently
Safely into the night
Yes
That is the day
I felt us 


Doesn't Matter...



Strewn clothes
Warm fuzziness
That hangs right here
Rain spattered window panes
Cold flagstone floors
Ticking clocks
Smallgoods and homemade breads
Ever changing skies
Clumps of clouds roll in
As mundanities roll out
Sighs out to sea
Nestled up here
You with me
Steam rising, curling smoke
Amber glows, popping wood
Writing words and reading books
Feelings shared in just those looks
Doesn't matter where 
As long as we are both there 


Thursday, 7 July 2016

Two Small Worlds...







Yes,

It is undeniably true

When I say I have fallen simply for you.

Yet

There are days in my head where there's nothing but blue,

I have an ache that hovers as it softly seeps through

Layers, once mine but are now me and you.


I've been thinking about Us, you see

And what it is to be here, as me.


Floating along on this love-lapping tide,

I sometimes get caught while lost in our ride.

Emotions and colours escape once tied.

Synchronicity. Yes, that is you by my side.

Serendipitous as two small worlds quietly collide.


One Adventure